Dust To Ashes
Emotional Crime Scene
When the emotional boundaries have been penetrated and flooded with human toxicity, we feel as though we have no reserve, nor any inner strength/spirit to rely upon. Emotional defeat turns to physical exhaustion and nothing but a flood of colorful emotional pigment remains. A soul stripped and crushed by a broken boundary that turns to a heavy emotional burden.
The emotional boundary has become overwhelmed by trapped, stagnant feelings. A decision must be made to cleanse the leftover/lost emotion from the safe space. The penetrated toxic energy needs to be expelled. It's difficult to see thru the dust and ash but releasing the space to begin anew is imperative. The human spirit has to contemplate how to execute the best way to heal and where to establish new boundaries. The cycle continues...
When audible language can’t properly express your feelings, the body and soulful energy is the only means of communication. Symbolism: The color dust represents emotion. The flower petals stand for all the audible language that is stuck, unable to be verbally communicated.
Breathe in the good and blow out the stagnant emotions that are keeping you a prisioner. Symbolism: Flower petals represent the words that can only be released within the mind, as they can not be verbalized.
No Words. Numb.
When audible language can’t properly express your feelings, the body and soulful energy is the only means of communication. Symbolism: The lack of color dust represents the loss of emotion and a numb soul. The flower petals stand for all the audible language that is stuck, unable to be verbally communicated.
Trapped beneath the heavy burden of unresolved emotion, longing to feel freedom and be emotionally released. Symbolism: Glass Wall represents the weight and division of one’s mindset and emotions from a society who doesn’t understand how to feel anymore.No one understands or at least it feels that way.
Here I Am
Feeling as though there is no escape from the emotional pain, one can feel invisible within society and unrecognizable upon self reflection. The importance of ‘looking up’ and pulling yourself out of the mental blocks, while staying focused on the positive is truly the key soulful healing. Symbolism: The finger pulls thru the pigment ash represents an emotional clawing out of depression and mental anguish while creating a small opening to keep a lookout.
While feeling as if one is drowning in complex emotion, beauty can be found just before all resources have been exhausted. It is at the pit of despair that life can be felt in its rawest form. The breath of life and its path can be felt to the core just before one is ready to give up.
Emotional boundaries are established for the heart's protection, yet the soul longs for a soulmate to emotionally grow and connect. Those boundaries can only be mutually penetrated by agreeable or sometimes manipulative souls. It is through sexuality, intrigue, mystery, and sometimes psychological manipulation that the 'safe-space' boundary can be used in a deceptive manner. The internal mental visualization of that type of boundary is a hoax and leads to nothing but pain and regret. The other side of the glass is not as beautiful as it would seem once attained. It is empty and ugly.
Emotional Crime Scene - N U M B
A soul stripped and crushed by heavy emotional burdens, so far beyond the breaking point that no color (emotion) can even be released. It remains stagnant and cold, still buried deep within the chakras.